I’m tired of being the amazing man that everyone likes and admires
As they say
I’m tired of being the guy that everyone sees with misdirection
I’m tired of being their perception as the life of the party
In quotes
That nobody wants to know about my life
That nobody, who make sense to me, wants to date
Or hear my story
When I can hear theirs
When I can listen to what they want to do
When I can understand where they want to go
Some of them are not interested in connecting with me
Some of them are not interested in relating with me
Or if they do, it’s rarely with true love
Or if they do, it feels like an emotional need for support That they can find
Based on their own principles
Then, with passions fulfilled
Through living in the world
We own the natural, organic connection between us
Between our balance of principles and ethics
of tastes and preferences
To partner up and build a society
With our gifts
Of real pillars of justice and integrity
They like the idea
The facsimile
Supervisors of the communications world
Beautiful, conscious, intelligent women
That I want to find out of one
Then build a high court with one
I’m not greedy
I want to live richly
In spirit, with faith
Rather than barely survive
chasing validation
That is what the parasites want
Because they like the idea
They need the sugar
I have many in my life who have blessed me
Living all over the world
I can’t repay them
Because everyone is seeking the light
Since it is embedded in the name
In Arabic
Translated
B.G.
Also known as Before.Google
A name given
A servant to the conqueror
The God
In the Quran
Of the opener
Of the gates of sustenance
Heard by The God
In the Quran
But nobody told me about this in my family
Until now
He shows us something bigger
Something clearer
Let us pray